I am sure like me, there have been times when you have wondered what difference might have been made to your life, if your younger self had been gifted with the experience and knowledge you have accumulated over the years.
I invited several friends from the writing community to share their thoughts on this subject which I am sure you will enjoy as much as I did.
Today author, poet and broadcaster Annette Rochelle Aben shares her poignant response to the prompt…
I Wish I Knew Then What I Know Now #Forgiveness #Understanding
People do the best they can where they are! This is what I have learned over the years and what I wish I had known back in the day. If this had been how I believed in the early part of my life, I wouldn’t have been so hard on myself. I also wouldn’t have had such unrealistic expectations of others along the way.
The harder I tried to be the personification of perfection, the greater the distance between me and those I wanted so desperately to love and accept me. Naturally, this included family as well as friends. It never dawned on me that if I would love and accept myself first, not only wouldn’t it matter what other people thought about me, but I may have experienced other people treating me differently. I never realized what pressure it was putting on others to try to be what I needed them to be and the result was that they faded out of my life.
To the family members who didn’t understand this either, I send hugs. The physical, mental, emotional, and sexual abuse they heaped upon me was in direct response to what they had endured and didn’t understand. Of course, not knowing this, resulted in years of therapy for me. Not only in the hands of trained professionals but also in the “life is the best teacher” therapy. True that it was the latter therapy that drove me into the offices of the therapists, and that was a good thing.
I remember hearing that the flower crushed under the boot heel releases its sweet fragrance as forgiveness. Perhaps I would rather see myself as releasing my fragrance not so much in forgiveness but rather in understanding and support. Many of those who were instrumental in these experiences and lessons have long since transitioned into Spirit. That is what it took for them to learn what I have learned. I am grateful that this is something I understand while still being here on this earth plane. And while the lack of awareness does not excuse the behavior, it may explain it.
My aunt Barbara Wood wrote a book titled: When I Knew Better, I Did Better.
In a podcast interview with her, I felt the tears from past experiences set free. She had figured it out and wanted to make sure her children, grandchildren, along with nieces, and nephews would have an easier time.
What helped me make the greatest leap, and still does to this day, was reading the book by Neale Donald Walsch titled: The Little Soul and The Sun. In this book, there is a pivotal moment when the light bulb of awareness glows so bright the reader is filled with peace. I had the honor of interviewing Mr. Walsch one year and was able to thank him for writing this book.
So, here I am in 2022, much more aware than I once was for I am able to put into practical application daily the truth that people do the best they can, where they are, even me!
My thanks to Annette for sharing this wonderful response to the prompt and I know she would love to hear from you…
©Annette Rochelle Aben 2022
About Annette Rochelle Aben
Words are like threads that when woven together with passion and purpose can create a tapestry in which you long to wander. That passion was ignited in me when I was a small child and continues to burn bright even today. I was encouraged by educators who challenged me to try and by career paths that demanded I become a proficient wordsmith. I would like to think I have done them proud.
Over the years, I have won awards, been nominated for an EMMY for television writing, and penned a #1 Best Selling book of poetry. My collection of books available here on Amazon include self-help, inspirational, and of course poetry. I have been invited to participate in anthologies and collections, several of which are here as well. Welcome to my world of words. Should you find something in which to lose yourself, I shall raise my glass in a toast to your happiness. Thank you for your kind attention.
A selection of books by Annette Rochelle Aben
My review for Tell Me A Story May 26th 2022
Whether it is verse or prose, Annette Rochelle Aben creates stories that touch the heart. It takes skill to write a story in only 99 words and each of the 75 stories reflect that artistry beautifully.
The stories are a celebration of life, love and simple everyday events that remain in our memories through childhood and beyond. There are one or two that hint at the darker side of life, such as Bedfellows but most are heartwarming and thought provoking.
I enjoyed all the stories, but I would like to give a special mention to just some of the gems. Chocoholics, Daybreak, Determination, Giddy Up Go, Gnome More, Last Request and Somewhere Out There.
Some lines in the stories have also stayed in my thoughts about the collection.
‘Legs with the strength of over-cooked spaghetti’
‘Into the darkness of the cave of fear breaks the light of a new day’
This is a lovely read to in one sitting or enjoy dipping into, written by a wonderful storyteller with an eye for detail.. Highly recommended.
Read the reviews and buy the books: Amazon US – And : Amazon UK – Follow Annette: Goodreads – Blog: Annette Rochelle Aben WordPress – Twitter:@YouAreTheExpert
Thank you for dropping in and it would be wonderful if you could share Annette’s guest post.. thanks Sally.
Thank you, Sally, for sharing this post by Annette. She is such a lovely person, so thoughtful and kind. I am happy to hear that she is in a better place today than she once was. Love and hugs to you both!
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Thank you, Janice! I must say that seeing things differently has allowed me to see the value of that which I saw only as invaluable. ❤
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Wise woman you are, Annette! Hugs xx
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Beautiful share, Annette. And your mantra is one that I used a lot in my own life and as a counselor to understand the harmful choices people (we all) make. You’re so right that it doesn’t excuse bad behavior, but it opens a little crack and lets a little light in. Thanks for sharing your insights and journey. Another wonderful feature, Sally.
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Thank you, Diana. It reminds me of something I read: Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you respond (or words similar).
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Yup. We always have a choice over our response. It’s just hard to see sometimes.
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Thanks Diana..♥
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What a lovely but poignant post. If only we had the insight as young people that we have when we’re older. Well done to Annette for her willingness to forgive.
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Aye! I have met some who seem to have been born with the wisdom many of us struggle all our lives to acquire! Thank you for your kind words, Stevie.
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Life’s hard knocks gives us the wisdom.
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Thanks Stevie..xx
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What beautiful, heartfelt advice!
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Thank you, Jennie!
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You’re welcome, Annette!
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Thanks Jennie..♥
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You’re welcome, Sally.
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Another great post from the writing prompt and a very personal take.
Thank you for sharing Annette.
I love the quote you shared
I remember hearing that the flower crushed under the boot heel releases its sweet fragrance as forgiveness
A lovely thought
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Thank you, Sue. I have always loved that quote and am grateful to have had the opportunity to share it!
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I shall remember it.
And hopefully not worry when I tread on a daisy
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Thanks very much Sue…hugsx
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“People do the best they can where they are,” is a beautiful insight, Annette. It reminds us not to judge others because we often have no idea what challenges they may be dealing with when we cross paths. So glad that you got the help you needed and are now spreading positive energy to others.
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Thanks Pete.. xx
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Thank you, Pete! 🙂
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This was fantastic, Annette, and there is so much to learn from it. Toni x
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Thanks Toni ♥
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Most appreciated, Toni! 🙂
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I follow Annette on Facebook as well as her blog and usually see and try and comment on her daily ‘is grateful for’ – it always makes one think.
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It does Janet…♥
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I am grateful for YOU!
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Thanks also from me for this wonderful and very important post, Annette! Only when one really know what had happend, you are able to find your own best way. Thanks also for the interesting book recommendations. I think i also should read them enlightening my inner one. Thanks for hosting, Sally! xx Michael
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Thanks for adding your thoughts Michael..hugsx
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Your support is unwavering and most appreciated, Michael! xx
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What an amazing piece about self love and forgiveness. Bravo to Annette. This has been a lovely feature, Sally. ❤️
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Thank you Colleen… It has been enlightening and inspirational for me to read too. ♥
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❤ Sis!
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Thanks for sharing Michael..hugs
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Fantastic share from Annette, and so much truth. I know exactly what she speaks of. Until I came to that point with my own mother I wrote, P.S. I Forgive You. ❤
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Thanks Debby.. it is a good thing that today we have an outlet for our experiences. It makes you realise you are not alone.. ♥
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So very true Sal ❤
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❤ Deb!
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What a wonderful post with so much great insight. This is one area I would have loved to have given myself earlier the gift of being there more for me as I learned what I needed to, but I did the best i could with where i was on my journey. I have spent many years releasing that guilt and hope those who need to see that realize that as they go on their journey. Great books to share too. Hugs xo
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That’s it, Denise! Once I realized that I was doing the best I could, it became clear that so was everyone else. Hugs back to you.
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Xo
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Thanks for sharing your thoughts Denise and guilt is corrosive especially when it should not be carried.. ♥♥
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What an inspirational post, Annette – wise words about forgiveness and self-acceptance. I’m happy you’re in such a good place now.
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Thank you, Teri! I see more blessings every day.
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Thanks Teri..hugsx
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HI Sally, this post is just so Annette. She seems to have been able to achieve acceptance, forgiveness and content interspersed with joy in her life and that is a remarkable and wonderful thing.
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It is Robbie and as is the way she passes that on to us all..♥
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This is a touching post Annette. Thanks for sharing. Forgiveness is very difficult but the moment we embrace it, you feel light, all shackles fall apart and we can look at life with a fresh perspective. 🤗
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I love the thought of shackles falling apart! Dear Balroop, thank you for your encouraging support.
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Thanks for adding your thoughs Balroop ♥
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Beautiful, Annette! Forgiveness is a lifelong process, especially when we’ve walked the path you’ve described. Thank you for sharing so deeply and lovingly. It may take us a while, but our journey is ultimately to a place of gratitude, and you’ve described that well. Thank you. 💗
A big Thank You to Sally for offering this series. 🤗
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((( Gwen))) I am so blessed to have so much inspiration and support from those I have met here in the writing/blogging community. Thank you for yours!
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Thanks Gwen and for your lovely comment ♥
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Your words ring true, Annette. Learning to accept yourself while understanding others can be the key to a happy life. Congratulations on being where you are now, it’s a great place to be. Many thanks for sharing your story with us. Hugs
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William, thank you for your warm words and for sharing! If something here helps someone else, I am most grateful.
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Thanks for sharing William.. hugsx
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Another superb take on the prompt, Sally. This account is so moving and honest – it’s also uplifting in the message it brings. Thank you so much, Annette, for sharing this insight. Many abused children go on to repeat the abuse or are so scarred by it they find it hard to forge relationships. Congratulations on rising above it and being able to understand where it came from. ♥♥
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Thank you, Alex! Yes, generational energies can be wicked or wonderful.
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Thanks Alex.. an inspiring post as always from Annette ♥
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Such a great reflection. I think this happens a lot–realizing what we thought we knew we didn’t and why the heck were we so hard on people? I understand…
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Thank you, Jacqui! ❤
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Thanks Jacqui.. xx
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I agree that this is a beautiful and inspiring contribution.
Forgiveness is a heavy word, and we’re told that when we forgive we set ourselves free first. I’d like to believe that, but I really appreciate your idea that it is the understanding that is the key. There was an old song from the 70s I think and throughout all the angst buried in the lyrics, i remember this one line repeated over and over “Things get a little easier, once you understand.”
Thanks again Sally for this lovely series.
Dorothy
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I sometimes see forgiveness as judgmental, whereas understanding is rather equalizing. Thank you for your kind words, Dorothy!
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You are so right, it is totally judgmental, by its nature. To forgive means you were most definitely wronged. Understanding is much better all around.
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Wise words, Annette and Dorothy. ❤
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Thanks very much Dorothy.. and I do agree understanding is an important step in finding acceptance if not forgiveness.. ♥
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I am so glad you are where you are now, Annette. Your inspiration touches us all, and I, for one, am grateful. Thank you, Sally, for featuring Annette today.
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((( John ))) ❤
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Thanks very much John…hugs
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I like your philosophy about not being so hard on others and especially yourself. Demanding perfection can make everyone miserable. It’s ok to be satisfied by just doing your best.
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Thank you, Sharon. ❤
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Thanks Sharon very wise words xxx
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Ohh Sally, Annette’s contribution to your lovely series is a special one. Thank you to you both. ❤ I have ordered Neale Donald Neale Walsch's book. ❤
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You are most welcome, Jane! Enjoy that book, my friend. 🙂
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Thanks very much Jane ♥
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Wow. I just came back from Amazon to order my copy, but sorry, I have a difficult time paying $15 for a Kindle version for only 32 pages! Go you! ❤
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I went on the secondhand paperback section and ordered the book for £4. I could not justify $15 either. It is like the current Amazon Prime charge of £15.99 to watch the latest Downton Abbey movie, errr…..no thanks, we’ll wait! ❤ Our UB. Xx
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Good on you!!! Thanks for sharing that UB 🙂 ❤ xx
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Thank you for the invitation, Sally, and for allowing me to share something so near and dear to my heart. ❤ May we all have better lives because of what life has taught us!
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Absolutely Annette and thank you for sharing such an inspiring post. ♥♥
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